Today Will Pass

Assalamualaikum 

SPM's over. 

To muse over the past 5 weeks, 

In BM I wrote this extra long essay of 6 pages and a half, just to have my teacher say "Your senior wrote 9 pages" in a no-big-deal tone. 

In English, nothing close to my expectations came out and after a minute, at last I closed my eyes (not really) and crossed out number 1, 2, 3 and 4 to deal with my difficulty to choose which one to do, and did this story-like essay about Peace. Had things to do with a Down Sindrome sibling and how I find bits solace living like that.hahaha

In Sejarah,     wait I talked about that already.

Mathematics, I think it was quite fine, can't really remember

Pendidikan Syariah Islamiah, I also can't recall.  hehh.

Additional Mathematics, had lots of direct questions but also had its part that was a bit hard I'd say, ni aras tinggi nihh XD compared to State Trial questions, I think I just messed up one whole page with self-created Logarithm Laws, just hoping and praying that I get some parts right ;p

Physics, come to think of, its such a loss not learning Physics anymore (well, the future, who knows? but now...) Its amazing how much it educates you about daily life. The paper was fine, Alhamdulillah. Just had troubles imagining a ripple tank because I've never seen one in my life (so sad LOL) so I drew a 3D box (A THREE D BOX!!). the examiner should laugh at it, then laugh again.

In Chemistry, it was alright, perhaps. except for a bit of the paper 3 part. Stared at the question (literally) for 3-4 minutes thinking of what I was gonna do. No ideas came, just some crazy planning. Proceeded with the crazy plan.

In Biology, my teacher says the question was "okay". I guess it was. I'm kinda sorry that I first hated this subject. Its...er..mind-opening. You start to understand your own body system (and plant systems but well...its not that bad).

Bahasa Arab, for once, now I feel guilty for not grasping the whole subject and learning it with passion (?) and interest in the past years. It actually does make you understand the Quran better. 

PQS was remarkably fine. 

Alhamdulillah, as a whole it was fine. Twenty five years (okay maybe not) from now I'll be glad to tell my children that (Lol artificial hope of the future, as some would say). 

I didn't stay in the hostel for the exam (became sort of like a trend in school), because I thought it would be more of a distraction to me. I prefer to lead my own life and be distracted only on my own will, and though they say the experience is precious, I don't care that much.

Its kinda surreal (nahh not really) when seeing my friends leaving the school, just like that, when we actually know that we'll not be able to see each other like before, because there's just no reason to (in the short run) unless we create one.

But hey, 

to think about tomorrow, 

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What now?

today will pass. New days will come.