Feeling like I'm (partially) Set Free *lol

Assalamualaikum wbt 

After 9 subjects passed, now only can I feel peaceful with myself (sentence structure all over the place hahaha, I don't understand what I'm saying these days)

Whatever lah. (lack of vocabulary to go on)

Studying four days straight last week was seriously pressuring. Its like the feeling of "Study salah. Tak study salah" I thought that I couldn't accept more of what I forcefully read, but I also kinda believed that, it was one of the "it's now or never" moments.oh well.

And just now when we got out of the Exam Hall after Biology 3, our teacher came to see us and she said 

"Alhamdulillah, dah habis pun Biology. Semua sciences dah habis..alhamdulillah" (very relieved tone)

I was thinking like OMG, "exactly!" . Finally someone understands how relieving it is. 

Just after I went home, I went out again to go shop for pans (yes cooking pans hahaha) with my parents. And my mind went "the base is made of materials with low specific heat capacity" LOL. Then I examined the bases of each pan I saw. (what is wrong with me?!) 

Then we went shopping for groceries and they had unripe bananas and I was thinking "there must be a lot of ethylene gas here"

Seriously. It was reflex. It wasn't planned in my cerebrum or whatever. Argh this is so pathetic


During biology exams, my English vocab suddenly was a bit late to come. and I wanted to end my sentence "growth in height of elder people is negative. For example they _____ "

 I couldn't find the word in English (bongkok) (!!!!) and I was considering for a millisecond to just write "For example they are bongkok" because the examiner won't know who I am right? but then I thought better and thought of course the examiner will think What The Heck Budak Ni. LOL. At last I altered my sentence structure to fit in my new choice of word (lol) (Is bongkok = bend?! or is it not?)

Sometimes when I write sentences in the exams and realize I wrote grammatically wrong words (like writing "for" when its supposed to be "of" , or singular words like 'capillary' when its supposed to be 'capillaries' but, takkanlah nak cross out the Y just to put IES), I just go on and not care. I assume that "even exam questions can be grammatically incorrect" . But then my ego gets the better of me I think better and cross out the whole word and rewrite.

My ego also makes me blacken "BI" not BM or BM&BI for "Bahasa Digunakan", with the hope that the ministry goes on with PPSMI (I'm totally pro-PPSMI even if my Dad isn't) but heck I guess it will be just another form of emotional expressions by emotional teenagers (lol).

Anyway, Praise to GOD, He brought me (us) and guided me (us) all the way through.

I'm in an extraordinarily good mood today. Bye!